Itsasiannotbsian
Your description in your hows life section is how i feel too. I have a good life, good job, good relationships, but inside I feel an almost impending sense of doom. That this life is smooth sailing and something will come crashing down. Like I live in a house of cards. Keeping a journal is great! I combine my two hobbies journaling and stationery and its the best hours Id spend each week. Do you handwrite or type?
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Ings1994
Totally feel you on the internal screaming while everything looks good on the outside. It feels like the “this is fine” meme while the world feels off. I’m glad you’re journaling though, I forget how much that helps me with my sanity and depression. If you ever want to have an existential crisis with a stranger, let me know!
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